I saw her again at the store today I followed her but only for an hour journal. Something is wrong. Something feels awful and wrong. She is getting so distant, those eyes distant at my old words are now distant at my new words and at my own eyes. She sighs, her eyes wander at the passerby men, I try so hard to make her laugh. She only lifts her shoulders and half grins. What’s wrong? Why is she so far off? I can’t figure it out.
She is hanging around without me, doesn’t want me to come over, she has a new friend named Tom. Who is he anyway? Why is he so fucking important? He sounds like an idiot.....I don’t know. I’m trying my best.///