Journal - Do I follow her or do I follow God? I feel that I must make a choice. It is not fair that I should have to choose this. Not fair being alone. Alone. It is not right that I should be alone. I cannot be by myself.
I will take her then and journey, together, toward my completion. She will support my call. There is no other way under these stars. This alone.
I must talk with her. I’ve been waiting, now I must tell her all the wonderful adventures that will become of us, I know it. How do I tell her? Softly, journal, softly. I will hold her softly and she will know it without a word between.///