Monday, December 10, 2007

48

It’s over. It’s over it’s over it’s over.

I found her with another man fucking another man.

He was supposed to be just a friend. She looked at me and looked away when I walked in.

I beat in his fucking face.

I believed.

I believed in our love. I found her.

I believed.

No more.

What have I done to you God what have I done now

I betrayed you for a whore

All I feel is nothing. God

God

you were my lover

you were my delight

she

she betrayed me

I ran to her away from you

forgive me please please forgive please forgive love me

I am so sorry

I can’t even cry please I’m sorry

TOM TOM TOM TOM

I believed///