Back from L.A....Los Angeles is really full of people. We just got back and I’m so exhausted. It was a great time journal, sharing cotton candy on the beaches and feeding birds, hitting the clubs and doing a fair share of assorted drugs (cocktails that could rival the Good Doc’s!), out ‘til four, making love ‘til sun broke the day.
THIS IS THE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE
I still can’t believe it. I was so nervous before of even talking to her, afraid of rejection, and now all that is gone, all the old ways, all the old fears, the compulsions, the wrecking wasteland of a wrathful God - I am here now with her, my universal queen. It was her now I see, she came to me in dreams, she embraced me, she ravished me, she is divine Mother. Now there is no need for theological jigsaws, only dancing. Yesterday she said, “You can be so mysterious sometimes,” and she knew!! She saw!!
If I could draw a picture of her on your pages dear journal I would, but lines drawn by mortal hand could never capture her soft majesty.///