Wednesday, August 1, 2007

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THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE

journal

It’s true

I met a woman today journal. I think I’m in love!! I’M SURE I’VE FOUND THE ONE!!

I don’t know how to describe my feelings. This is something different, like holding back a great joy with the arms of a great fear - I don’t know, it’s confusing, that today, I find her - the love of my life. Seeing her, I foresaw all the grandeur and life of a future in each other. Is that weird? I don’t believe in that so much, but this time.....I don’t know I feel so strongly

She was walking down First Ave in a white dress and radiant, she skipped every few steps to herself, oblivious to other mortals in distance. Her black hair crashed down against her dress, like a dark priestess, beautiful, full of potions and vials, silent as an opera house in late hour. Who is she? I have to know, journal I have to know, I must know. I don’t even know her name.

I can only think of her, I cannot even walk the streets for God. I’m staying in tonight. Journal, if you can, send her into my dreaming to speak with me.

AMEN///